dreams: April 13, 1999
my insecurities as a "girl"
I'm with a group of people my age, all female except for one guy.
He's a skanky flirt, coming on to a bunch of the girls. They laugh
and go along with it. He doesn't give me any attention -- I'm the only
one who doesn't get it from him. He doesn't talk to me or even look at me;
I feel ugly, fat and unattractive. On one hand I don't want this guy to
give me any juice, yet on the other hand, it makes me feel inadequate not
to get any from him.
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