Below are a few remarks I made to my soccer teammates,
parents, and alumni at our post-season banquet on
December 11, 2004.
Before I make a few remarks, I want to thank the
coaching staff, my teammates, and especially my
parents and sister, all whose guidance and support
for the past four years have helped me become the
best soccer player I could have possibly become.
When I arrived here four years ago, I came with high
expectations. Those of you who know me know that I
set bold goals in life, and college soccer was no
exception. My dad and I both agreed that a good goal
to set for my four years would be for the team to make
the Centennial Conference playoffs by my junior year,
and the NCAA tournament by my senior year. As it
stands now, we did not achieve that goal, though we
are much closer now than we were just one year ago.
And, I wouldn't be too surprised at all if we achieve
that goal a year late by earning a bid to the NCAA
tournament next year (in fact, there is a part of me
that is expecting it). I tell you this not to convey
a sense of disappointment over not achieving my team
goal during my four years here, but to tell you that
I could not be more proud of how far we as a team have
come. Though in my freshman year I never told anyone
else on the team what my goal was for my four years,
I am confident that if I had I would have received
much the same reaction Jason did when in preseason he
expressed his team goal of being undefeated this
season. Look how quickly we have turned at least part
of my bold goal for the team into a reality, and how
even bold goals like Jason's from less than a year ago
are now within reach. We are now a team to be
contended with not just in our conference, but in the
region and in the nation. We are a better team now
then we were four years ago, and though that fact
makes it harder for me to leave, at the same time it
makes it easier for me to leave with no regrets.
Yes, I stand before you today as a man whose
collegiate soccer career is behind him. Don't think
for a second that I wouldn't trade most things I have
in this world for another chance to play for this
team. That is not to say that I don't expect to
continue playing soccer in the future, for I will
certainly play as much as I possibly can, but there is
something unique and special about playing soccer for
a team such as this one. Over my four years the team
has changed, the coach has changed, and even the
playing surface has changed. But constant throughout
all of that change has been that I was a member of the
Swarthmore Men's College soccer team. With membership
on this team comes a tremendous sense of pride and
tradition each time you put on your jersey and step
out onto the field. Certainly, as coach has often
said and I agree, this sense of pride and tradition
means that as a member of this program you represent
not only the rest of those currently on this team, but
also all of those who have come before you. I'm here
to tell you today that this sense of connection with
all of those who have played under the banner of
Swarthmore College Men's Soccer is not an artificial
one meant to motivate you and keep you well behaved.
No, instead this is a very real connection, because
whether you believe it or not the hearts and souls of
all of those who have played for this team go out with
each and every one of you as you walk onto the field.
They celebrate the wins, and feel the sadness of our
losses, whether they are at the game in person or
reading the score on the internet or in their e-mail.
I tell you now that we are not a team of the 25 or so
listed on our roster, but instead of hundreds and
hundreds all across the nation and the world. And for
that reason, I can leave now happily knowing that at
least some part of me will always be part of the
Swarthmore College Men's Soccer team.
Thanks for a great four years, and I look forward to
hearing (and seeing) great things from all of you next
year, and in the years to come.
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