Dreams: July 27
facing death
I'm talking with Anna Winthrop. We are discussing certain patterns we
see in our lives, piecing together clues to try and figure out something.
We are looking through a book that points out amazing "coincidences"
in our personal lives. We realize that she and I are connected. We
share the same soul or something. One of us is the reincarnate of the
other? Anna tells me that all the signs show that she is going to die
very soon. It's certain that some accident will happen. We realize that
this means that I'm going to die soon too, whenever Anna does. I stop
and think about this. I think about my life as it is now -- family,
friends, places, who I am and all I've established & worked for in my
19 years. I can't believe I'm about to give up all of this. I realize
it was meant to be (my upcoming death) and that I'll get to start over
again. Yet it's still a difficult idea to digest. I'm going to miss
this life. It hurts, but I know it has to be that way.
diamonds
NEXT,
I'm sitting with a group of people. We're going through a pile of
Sesame Street flashcards. There are also board games and other
toys around us. The woman opposite from me tells me that
Sage Weil wants to play
"Contact" with me. I ask what that game is, and she tells me it's a card
game. Suddenly Sage is on my left. He has a big stack of playing cards
(2 decks?) and is dealing to me and two others who sit with us. Sage is
explaining how to play as he deals. I have a big hand of cards that I
try to organize. Many kings.
As we play, I look to my left, over Sage's head, to a couch against the
wall. A man is laying on the couch, and a woman is sitting on the floor
next to it. She seems to me doting on the man, her head up close to his.
She's smiling, and they're flirting face to face. I realize that she is
his mistress. She's beautiful, much younger than him. He's
married to someone else. They're playing a card game too. But I see that
the man is cheating. Another young man/boy is now over there with them.
The man is talking in a baby voice and says that one of the cards is
"__?__" (something bad). Over her head he pulls out a real diamond and
hides it again quickly, as if he's cheating it away from her.
NEXT,
I'm at a restaurant counter, and I can see into the kitchen.
It's rather dark back there, but I can see a young cook near the back
wall. He looks familiar. I look closely and see that he's Jason Diamond.
I'm surprised, for I haven't seen or thought about him in years -- not
since Japanese class in high school. I call out "Ohaiyo gozaimasu".
He looks up, pauses a moment, and then says, "Ohaiyo!".
FIN