Maya's 1998 Dreams

1998:

Page Index:

1998: Jan. | Feb. | March | April | May | June | July | August | Sept. | Oct. | Nov. | Dec.

December 1998:

Dec. 24 I live with happiness!; "Maya, you're a little crooked."
Dec. 20 playing rugby; corporeal indulgences
Dec. 18 my rage; mirroring Mom in our anger; "doo-doo dude"; Miles's peace tattoo
Dec. 17 crystals protect the mansion; Jude is sad; talking about Brazil
Dec. 16 the tensions of a party; back in Italy; backstage at Hollywood Squares
Dec. 15 suckled and weaned; drop the fro! river adventures with the Hanzlik brothers
Dec. 14 an array of sweets; brilliant light of the sky; John's first gingerbread cookie
Dec. 12 Hawaii or Baki?; hug/pee/limp/dance
Dec. 11 body concavities; daddy Tai; stealing the paper; pray to the mountain
Dec. 06 please tell me when I need to be with the group
Dec. 05 the gender balance of yin and yang
Dec. 04 Christ; picking through old squash
Dec. 03 pink dried fruit; I'm a tabletop dancer
Dec. 02 possessive urges

Nov. 26 playing cherades with Geoff; sneaking away as an outlaw
Nov. 25 slipping back into social superficialities; Party of Five; breaking gender rules in the bathroom
Nov. 13 my boyfriend wants me to get a tattoo on my head; masculine movers and aloe vera
Nov. 12 seeking sweetness in a party of political puppets
Nov. 11 I'm only pretending to be firm
Nov. 07 sex; balancing, suburbs, and Will
Nov. 06 Phoebe's changing styles; Silas & Marie's wedding ceremony
Nov. 04 "Maya" can't remember her lines; Ginger is pregnant

Oct. 30 picking out "Morning Glory" (and being with Miles); the Boumans keep me grounded
Oct. 29 lip pleasure; playing with a sensual fairy
Oct. 28 bad karma from my cookies
Oct. 27 sharing the hymns; Mom is my baby; back in the hospital
Oct. 26 a battle with the boys; traveling across the world to visit Oprah
Oct. 25 reconnecting with the Hays family
Oct. 22 abuse has generational patterns; free plastic surgery; a house of odd relationships
Oct. 21 food in my family; finding my rhythm through breath
Oct. 18 I don't make my important phone call to God
Oct. 17 seeing Khi and trying to keep my feet going
Oct. 15 I want to be calm; how to make a burger; controlling others by hand; silence in the Self
Oct. 14 showing "my" ID to get a drink
Oct. 13 kiss the sidewalk in gratitude; impatiently enduring insanity; an unspoken intimacy
Oct. 05 30,000 boyfriends and the love of la luna
Oct. 04 rejected from the samba; at war
Oct. 02 attacked for my femininity
Oct. 01 the atom; pulling out the pain; a hug with Braxton

Sept. 30 who's not a lesbian?; river rafting, huevos rancheros, and Mom's jealousy
Sept. 29 Vivi is exotic; looking for city excitement; the bliss of Jamaal's presence; am I an adult or kid?
Sept. 28 breaking the cycle requires conscious change; an eating disorder clinic
Sept. 27 capoeira as therapy; Mom is a chain-smoker; a party with Thomas & Jess; seeing Anna-Rose
Sept. 26 I catch an Alf
Sept. 25 my future paths
Sept. 19 making the devil for Mom; a store with pink dresses
Sept. 17 Malcolm wants bigger breasts
Sept. 13 Mom is too "American"
Sept. 12 going back to Beach Street
Sept. 11 the true Western drug of sugar; my blonde friends
Sept. 10 my sexual encounter with Pres. Bill Clinton
Sept. 09 swimming from an island; seeing Tai back in middle school; my teddy bear is the ONE
Sept. 08 the divine presence in Anna-Rose's home
Sept. 07 chocolate materialism
Sept. 06 Noli, her family, and chocolate
Sept. 05 making love to a piano; Mom blows hot air
Sept. 04 struggling against the "violator woman"
Sept. 02 brownie madness
Sept. 01 I'm 10 yrs. old again

June 30 carne! carne!; exploding fireworks
June 29 lots of little dream snippets
June 28 my touchdown for the Chubbies; Jessica's asp; Daveed's eggs & my emotions
June 23 a fatal train; natural sweetness; an old friend
June 21 choosing my water; Hollywood lifestyle for a day
June 20 peeing in front of AHSers
June 19 late for P.E. class; at the beauty salon
June 18 before the rafting trip
June 12 Troy's home; a bus through Ashland
June 09 a bizarre party
June 06 what does "lovers" mean?
June 04 female dicks, male pussies
June 03 ultimate red and blue
June 02 OSF's dragon snot

Jan. 30 3rd St's escalator; men's relationships; I speak in Italian
Jan. 23 Phoebe and I are in danger
Jan. 19 Phoebe gets an abortion; party hearty
Jan. 17 watching a fish's digestion process
Jan. 11 Ko works at a campus restaurant
Jan. 04 dancing with Derek; singing of castles on a gold roof; adventures in Japan

"Dreaming permits each and every one of us to be quietly and safely insane every night of our lives."
--William Dement